Ok, Ok.. I'm 30. Now what? Time to stop and take stock? Time to move forward? Slow down? Sleep more? Sleep less? Change direction? Stop fucking around? Fuck around a while longer? Or all of the above? Or something I've not thought of yet?
Too many questions, even more answers, all of them legitimate, none of them helpful.
Though there's one thing I do know at this very moment. I like having this blog. An online diary which at least one person out there in the wide black yonder which is the internet, is reading. So I can't entirely bullshit my way through life, someone out there knows that I'm making it up as I go along. Because I am. Making it up. ALL off it.
I wake up each day with an empty head. Deciding what I'll do next is simply a reactionary thought based on the event which most immediately preceded it. Me writing this blog post for instance, is purely a reaction, because I'd just read a far better blog, by a far more articulate writer than I. So indeed no matter what I write now, will simply feel inadequate in comparison to what I've been reading. Mainly because the blog I was reading seemed to have a point. Despite my lack of one, I'm compelled to complete this post, even if it is nothing more than a stream of consciousness.
But I will attempt to reach one. A point that is. Ummm.. oh yes, being 30 and making sense of it. Have I? No. Will I? Not until I'm in my late 30's I'd imagine. What reactionary step will I take now?
Sleep.
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Monday, March 31, 2008
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